My Best Friend and online school

My best  friend is detiny jirourd she is always there where im crying or when im down. i miss going to judice middle with her and riding the bus with her. but now that im on online school i hardly see her. i wish i could go back to judice i hate online school its sucks  im trying to pray to go back to judice but i dont know whats happening. im scared to ask memaw and my momma but to me alll they will say is no. i hate being on online school. we have ten subjects a day on online school. the worst part is that i cant be in drama, band ,go to school dances,my friends , homework,rideing the bus in the morining going to breakfeast,ironing school clothes ,getting up early, and other stuff.